39 Week Cervical Check.

Had my appointment today. I'm 3cm, 70% effaced. 1 cm and 10% more effaced than last week. Doctor doesn't think it will be long before labor spontaneously happens. I kind of agree based on the contractions I've been having on and off all day. I'm also feeling very very weepy over the changes that Dawson is about to endure. His WHOLE LIFE is going to change. I know having a sibling will be wonderful because I have 2 of them myself, but I just worry so much about how all of this is going to affect him. I just feel so guilty and selfish for wanting another when Lord knows he was/is enough to be happy and content with. I know this is normal. I know it will pass, but this is what mom's do. We worry.