Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
My short term plans.
So, today, as I'm still wondering if maybe this could be the month that I start of my journey to my second child .... I'm thinking.
1. SC, yes SOUTH CAROLINA was hit with a snow "storm" this week. We got at least 8 inches of snow and then an inch or so of ice on top of that. Which means everything has shut down and all I've been doing is eating...seriously I feel like I've been starving, but I know i'm just eating out of boredom....which leads me to the next thing I've been thinking...I've got to lose some weight!!
I am 10 pounds up from where I was when I got pregnant with Dawson and that was already 8 pounds up from my "perfect" weight, so ideally I need to lose 20 pounds. I've been kinda obsessive over this pregnancy thing so I think I'm going to switch my obsession from pregnancy to weight loss. Honestly, I know how to lose weight in a healthy way. I know all about eating right and exercising, etc....and I know what works for me...so I'll be implementing both of those things and focusing on that for now...unless of course I'm pregnant and then I'll focus on growing a baby.
1. SC, yes SOUTH CAROLINA was hit with a snow "storm" this week. We got at least 8 inches of snow and then an inch or so of ice on top of that. Which means everything has shut down and all I've been doing is eating...seriously I feel like I've been starving, but I know i'm just eating out of boredom....which leads me to the next thing I've been thinking...I've got to lose some weight!!
I am 10 pounds up from where I was when I got pregnant with Dawson and that was already 8 pounds up from my "perfect" weight, so ideally I need to lose 20 pounds. I've been kinda obsessive over this pregnancy thing so I think I'm going to switch my obsession from pregnancy to weight loss. Honestly, I know how to lose weight in a healthy way. I know all about eating right and exercising, etc....and I know what works for me...so I'll be implementing both of those things and focusing on that for now...unless of course I'm pregnant and then I'll focus on growing a baby.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Obsession or curiousity??
I promised Daniel I woudn't get obsessed over trying to get pregnant again. You see, last time, I knew exactly what day I ovulated, exactly the last day we had sex and I knew 6 days after it happened that I was pregnant with D. I tried to convince myself that buying OPK's this time were just to make sure that my fertility returned after stopping birth control. For the record, it did. Now, I'm in the 2ww and only by 5 days and I feel like I'm obsessing again...it's only been 5 days...WAY too soon to test for any possible pregnancy and I find myself already wanting to. WHAT THE HELL??? Why am I obsessing over this? If I'm pregnant, great. If I'm not we'll try again...Not even a big deal. Except that it sort of is a big deal. I don't know. This is the part of life that people forget to tell you about. You will obsess over crazy stuff, especially when you're making a life changing decision....I need patience. And a crystal ball.
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