Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Obsession or curiousity??
I promised Daniel I woudn't get obsessed over trying to get pregnant again. You see, last time, I knew exactly what day I ovulated, exactly the last day we had sex and I knew 6 days after it happened that I was pregnant with D. I tried to convince myself that buying OPK's this time were just to make sure that my fertility returned after stopping birth control. For the record, it did. Now, I'm in the 2ww and only by 5 days and I feel like I'm obsessing again...it's only been 5 days...WAY too soon to test for any possible pregnancy and I find myself already wanting to. WHAT THE HELL??? Why am I obsessing over this? If I'm pregnant, great. If I'm not we'll try again...Not even a big deal. Except that it sort of is a big deal. I don't know. This is the part of life that people forget to tell you about. You will obsess over crazy stuff, especially when you're making a life changing decision....I need patience. And a crystal ball.
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*HUGS* Lots of people obsess about getting pregnant. It's not abnormal but sometimes it can be stressful. Sometimes if you will just forget that you are are trying it will happen quicker and be a better surprise when it does happen. Maybe just keep telling yourself that? :-) Let D be a distraction from the curiosity of whether you are or aren't and enjoy this time that you have as a family of 3 because before you know it you will be splitting your time between D and a brother/sister.
Here's hoping you get the answer you want very soon!
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