Fresh air

I haven’t updated in several days, on purpose. I’ve been enjoying life. Truly and really enjoying it! I feel great! Dawson is sleeping a little bit better, but not great, but still enough where I’m functioning well and not walking around like a zombie. That’s good news! One day he really will sleep well all the time, but right now I’m just enjoying the sleep we do get. Clearly my medicine is helping as I feel normal, happy, and healthy right now. Daniel and I were able to really spend some quality time together the last two weeks so that has helped too. AND I even find myself bitten by the baby bug again. I’m in severe baby fever mode. Of course the plan has always been to wait till D will be 3 before another, so Daniel and I won’t discuss it till next summer, but it feels good to actually want another baby again. There for a while, I was so low on the emotional rollercoaster that I didn’t even want to think about it. Right now, currently, it’s all I can think about. Baby this, baby that, baby names, baby clothes, baby everything. It probably doesn’t help that several real life and online friends are pregnant and one girl at work just had a baby on 5/1/10. I went shopping this weekend for clothes that actually fit since I’ve lost 20lbs and it felt good to be one size away from prepregnancy. I’d like to lose 10-15 more lbs, but I’m actually okay where I’m at for now. Shockingly. That’s all for now, work to do. I hate Mondays.