God hates me...

Okay, I know that God doesn't really hate me, but I must have a black cloud looming!

Friday night my air conditioning in my house went out, yesterday on the way home the air conditioner in my Tahoe went out, and then this morning, I was going to drive my honda, and the power steering went out. And the topper is, I don't really have the money to fix any of it...I mean I have it, but it's not what I want to spend my money on...I'm going to play the lottery, my luck can't get that much worse.

WAIT, HOLD THE PRESS-My Hot water heater just blew up....this blows.

My Birthday...

is Saturday...and normally, all my birthdays are like princess days...I demand all the attention and a big hoopla needs to be made..this year, I almost forgot that it was almost here. I don't think anyone really even remembers...oh well I'm too old to do reminders :( I would love a nice dinner out and some quality time with my man without a baby needing ALL my attention...we'll see.

Texts from Last Night...

Jenna was right,if you haven't checked out Texts from Last Night you need to...I spent well over an hour on my living room floor laughing hysterically while D was beside me playing in the exersaucer...if you're bored, definitely, definitely check it out!

I'm not ready for crawling!!!

but I don't think I'm going to have much of a choice!

I don't think my voice is really this annoying, but hey I'm talking to a baby! Oh, and when I said, look, I was talking to Daniel who paying us no attention!

I'm upset!

With my body! I have 20lbs left to lose from being pregnant, and I've worked my rear end off (Well tried to) to lose it. Running-check, cardio-check, strength training-check...but it won't come off! I've changed my eating habits, and it's so discouraging! Ideally in a perfect world I'd weight about 110lbs, but this isn't a perfect world, so I'll settle for 125, and I can't get there! It's killing me, and I have this horrible self image from it now...any and all advice would greatly appreciated!

UPDATE!! Janell asked for and Stephanie gave her a plan! So I stole it!
Here's my plan:
NO bread, pasta or potatoes
Fruits/Veggies for snack
Salad for lunch
and probably Salad for dinner too or grilled chicken and veggies.
Something sweet=100 calorie pack
TONS OF WATER!!
4 days a week of exercise (either cardio, weights, something!)
let's hope this works....
If all else fails, it's off to the starvation diet!

uh oh, my big mouth!!

My last post may have come across wrong...so just a quick shout out to the organizer of the message board superlatives...I'm not angry, or anything at you! You did a great job and I definitely didn't mean to offend you!! I've just realized that sometimes being super honest and open about how I feel means that I come across in a negative way! You did a superb job and I'm certainly not upset with you at all!!

Dramatic? Swimming and parks!

So on my message board I was voted most dramatic, and I'm halfway hurt about it, and halfway totally understanding. Do I call things as I see them, absolutely! I don't sugar coat things, and I don't apologize for the truth...but I don't think that I start drama, and I certainly attempt to be as friendly as possible. Eh, whatever, it's sorta a backhanded compliment. Anyway, I'm going to work on this, so that I don't come across as a drama queen, and more of the friendly person that I am.

Anyway, moving on so this weekend we took Dawson swimming for the first time! He didn't dislike it, but he wasn't jumping up and down excited...speaking of jumping up and down, we bought him a johnny jump up, but he just wants to chew on the straps. So much for jumping. We also took him to the park for a picnic and we laid on the grass (on a blanket)and watched the ducks and it was a good time. We love the sunny weekends! I'll post pictures later, I don't have my camera with me at work.