Woe is me...

So here I am having a crappy day full of  " there's not enough money, I'm going to have to go back to work full time, but how will we afford daycare, I hate my life, blah blah blah (for the record I'm not going back to work it just feels like I should sometimes since it's my fault that there never seems to be enough money to go around since I left)" and I'm taking a bath listening to my husband and D play in the living room (loudly) and it hits me....I'm a selfish bitch. Seriously. I have a BEAUTIFU L son, a great husband, a house that we can afford and a life many people would envy.  On top of all of that my child is the picture of health and so are my husband and I...yet here I am bitching and feeling sorry for myself and I have nothing to feel sorry for myself for.