Friday, February 25, 2011

What I want you to imagine.

Okay, so imagine the very end of a really great drunk night. You're at the end, where you feel absolutely terrible. So the night may have been a lot of fun and involved lots of laughing, drinking, and having the best time. Now, it's over. You're sitting up thinking you're going to die because you're that nauseas. Everytime you move you're certain you're going to vomit everything in your stomach. Everytime you cough, burp, or blink your eyes you're certain you're going to toss your cookies. All you want to do is lay down, but when you do that, the room spins.

Now, imagine that you're pregnant and this lasts for at least 9 weeks. This is currently me. When I was pregnant with D I felt this way 9 weeks. 9 very long weeks. I'm currently on week one of this miserable feeling. And let me tell you, I'm miserable. Absolutely 100% certain that I've never felt this badly in my life.

Of course it's all worth it and many many many women have it WAY worse than me. At least with D, I did eventually get past this and I didn't actually throw up that often. This pregnancy seems to be going in the same direction. I can ONLY HOPE that this only lasts 9 weeks. I REALLY hope that this lasts no longer than this week and that I wake up tomorrow feeling a million times better. I doubt it though.

And before you start giving me suggestions....let me tell you. I've TRIED Them all. You think about, I've tried it and I'm still just as sick as before. Even the prescription (Zofran) is doing nothing to combat this.

Bitch fest=over.

10 comments:

Amy said...

It's no fun! I'll pray it passes for you fast! I would wish the vomiting I experienced from 3-37 weeks on anyone!

Unknown said...

Def know how you feel! Hang in there girl (which I know you will do also) it will get better and it wont last longer than 9 months so there is an end?.... Oh by the way I was super sick until about week 24 or so and they say lots of sickness and its a girl so....

Kelly said...

I'm soooo sorry honey! I hope it gets better. Maybe it means you are having a girl. I was WAY sick with Aubree and it lasted pretty much the whole pregnancy. It was pretty intense the first 3 months and then eased up, but would still hit me throughout my entire pregnancy. It will be SO worth it in the end as you know...so try to stay focused on that. **HUGS** I will be praying for ya! Yay for D having a little brother or sister...SOOOO excited for you!

Shelly said...

I'm so sorry you're going through this, I hope it eases up soon! I had no morning sickness my whole pregnancy with Layla, so there's no truth to that old wives tale of morning sickness=girl. I know you've said you'll be happy with either a boy or girl, so let the chips fall where they may :) Congrats again!

Amy said...

I meant wouldn't, and well as I stated above I vomited 4 times a day from week 3-week 37 and had a boy so no truth at all to that.

Adry said...

I can't imagine being that sick for that long. May the time pass quickly for you!

Lauren said...

Ugh, so sorry Mandie! The morning sickness is probably the #1 that has me hesitating about having a third....it is AWFUL to feel that way and have to take care of a toddler! I hope it ends for you SOON!

Amy said...

Thanks for your name suggestion!

The Slacker Mom said...

I had 30+ weeks of that with both pregnancies and I swear, I will never wish that upon anyone. It's the worst. And telling me that "at least I can take comfort in knowing I've got a healthy baby in there..." No. Just stop right there people. It's not comforting to know that.

Hugs! You can do it. It sucks so bad, but if you are anything like me the momnesia is amazing and you'd do it all over again.

PBJdreamer said...

Hi (waving)

Found you from Haven's site.

Congrats!

Also? You probably already know this, but nausea is a good sign that the baby is growing.

So there's that.

I hope you get some breaks from the constant nausea

hang in there~!

that is all