Monday, June 14, 2010
Fed up.
Yesterday was my birthday. It was great! I had tons of family time and we cooked out and played by the pool all day. It was a really great day. and then, then I had to come back to work. Work sucks....no seriously, it sucks. I'm THIS close to just quitting. No back up job, forget that I'm the primary money maker just quit. I have to leave my crying child every morning so that I can come to work to be bored beyond belief and I just want to leave to go get him and spend the beautiful day outside teaching him about bugs and sunshine and dogs and leaves and SPF 75+. I just need a part time job, something that allows me to stay at home as much as possible, but still gets me out of the house and helps me make a little bit of extra money. Why is this becoming a reoccuring theme on my blog? Oh I know, b/c it's my hearts desire to stay at home and raise my baby(ies). Coming in, EVERY day, to a job that I hate (well not really hate, but don't really want to be at) sucks. You have no idea how hard it is for me to wake my sleeping boy every morning just so I can get him up to take him to daycare where he starts crying as soon as we pull in the parking lot. I'm done. D.O.N.E. I'd work at walmart partime at this point. I'm so done.
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I'm looking at working at Walmart just so I can be home with Jacob during the day. It sucks SO bad to have to leave them. I think you are a strong woman for doing it each and every day.
Aw. happy Belated birthday. I know how you feel. I would give just about anything to stay home with Reed but then I know, it's just not possible at this point in time. the decisions I made in the past have led me to the point where I have to work. I hate the feeling of feeling "trapped" into working. But then again, Reed loves his babysitter and she is like family to him so atleast I know he is getting really good care in my absence and she use to be a nurse so I know he is well taken care of. I hope you find a happy medium that will work for you and allow you to help with the bills.
Happy belated birthday! I am so sorry you have to work. I would totally be in your shoes if Rob and my dad both didn't insist I stay home. And the facts are we would lose money with me working due to child care costs. I hope some amazing part time job opportunity comes your way and you can spend the summer with your little guy :)
First off - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Secondly, I hope you can find something that will give you a good medium. As a full-time mommy, sometimes I go a little crazy and wish I could work some of the time. A good balance of the two would be ideal for me too!
Happy Birthday! I'm sorry you're feeling this way about work. I remember you were so excited for this opportunity before. :-( Once #2 is a little older, I'm considering looking for a part time something so I can be human and not a dairy cow/ spit up receptacle. HA!
*hugs* Here's hoping you find a workable path soon!!!!
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