Tuesday, March 16, 2010
where am I?
Desperately wanting another baby but holding off a couple (or a few) years. Loving work but hating going. Adoring this amazing toddler age and wishing hed never grow up. Missing a newborn and NEVER wanting to do that again. Praying for summer but wanting time to slow down. Thinner but still fat. Hungry but not at all. Happier than ever but still lonely some days. Wedding out and keeping the great influences and saying "buh bye" to the not so good influences. Too old to be young and too young to be old. Where are you at?
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Just about right there...except i have #2 on the way so my baby fever has been replaced with "wtf were we thinking? How am I going to handle a toddler who throws a fit when denied anything and a newborn who will most likely wake up at least 4 times a night..." So really, waiting is a good thing. :-)
"Wedding out and keeping the great influences and saying "buh bye" to the not so good influences. Too old to be young and too young to be old."
I've been working very hard on this in my life. I've broken up with some very dear friends just because they just not growing up as quickly as I have and I've decided not to wait for them. It sucks, but it's also so freeing.
I'm right there too - we are talking about #2 constantly these days. I can't believe M is old enough to tell me "ow Mama" and that things are "dirty." And I've gone through the same process of weeding out the toxic friends or even just the ones who don't reciprocate. Sounds like you're doing well!! :)
I loooove this post! LOVE!
I feel the SAME WAY!
I would love to another on myself but know for us the best decision is to wait also. When the time is right you will have another :) and it will be a totally different experience from Dawson and I know just what you mean about being not young but not old, I'm 29, will be 30 at the end of this year so I now I'm not young but I just don't feel old either! Hope all is well with your family.
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